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The art of getting out of your own way is greatly understated.


And you'll be surprised with what you're capable of when you finally do it...


One day, many years ago, the leaders of an underground health movement were happening to pass through my (back then) hometown of Vilcabamba, Ecuador.


This group had isolated several protocols for reversing cancer and a host of other "incurable" diseases and was spreading this information worldwide.


I had heard a little about it beforehand, but only bits and pieces, and not enough to be convinced.


Naturally, since I loved these kinds of topics and this was up my alley, my team and I arranged to interview these men.


I got my whole team together and we spent the whole day shooting an interview that blew our minds.


We were suddenly thrust into a world I previously only knew a little about... a radical discovery that could change the world if only more people knew about it and the science was presented in an easy to understand way to the public.


"The whole world needs to know about this!" was the agreed-upon consensus amongst my team, and we joyfully went back to the editing room.


The excitement was short-lived.


The next day as we looked at the footage, our stomachs took a plunge.


Someone had forgotten to put the triple-A batteries into the Sony voice recorder attached to me, so instead of an interview we only had the broken clips of one person, "Mark", talking.


The disappointment and frustration with the lead cameraman was palpable as the room buzzed into opinions of what to do next...


I could feel everyone's frustration... a whole day wasted, our hopes and dreams up in flames, and this important topic not being shared through our channel...


Only one person in the room wasn't phased... me.


I was busy staring at the footage and playing it over and over again with a big smile on my face, I couldn't even hear the room.


Amidst the broken footage... I saw something glaring back at me like a diamond in the mud sparkling in the sun.


I could feel something big coming.


Suddenly everyone turned to look at me, and the room went quiet.


"Yeah, guys... this is a documentary!" I suddenly proclaimed with excitement.


Several people laughed thinking it was one of my "wild-Kacper" moments and I was making a joke.


But I was dead serious...


In the broken pieces of our footage, I saw a masterpiece, the whole thing came to me like a download and I just knew we were making a documentary and this was the core footage and it was perfect.


If the batteries were in that recorder... I would have never even conceived of the idea... but because of the empty space... it all came to me.


I explained to the team exactly what we were going to do, and after a brief period of disbelief, everyone got to work.


We spent the next 6 months shooting and editing that documentary, it was hard work and we loved every moment of it as we tackled enormous challenges together.


Towards the end... we ran into a problem... we had a good little film, but didn't really have a powerful introduction for it...


...the most important part of the movie was the first 60 seconds and I knew we had to make it good... I had scripted something but it just didn't "feel" right.


I remember when it happened, I was sitting in a room with two camera operators and another team member...


Suddenly, without any script, without any preparation, a voice began to come through me.


I asked the team to roll the cameras, and I just... spoke... I channeled my heart out starting with the words "When I was a little boy..."


That became the iconic opening sequence to the documentary movie "Quantum Leap," about the oxidative medicinal properties of chlorine dioxide (otherwise known as MMS) which affected millions of people worldwide.


That movie went massively viral, has been deleted, shadowbanned and re-uploaded all over the internet, and even more aggressively since 2020.


I can't begin to tell you of how many miracles I've heard of because of the making of that movie.


One recent one... I was walking through the streets of Pisac, Peru, in the sacred valley, and ran into a man who had just spent months in Uganda.


He told me how he and his friend were so moved after watching the movie that he personally flew to Uganda and set up a massive operation with "pop-up tent clinics" and saved thousands of people from dying of Malaria before the red-cross and corrupt government tried to shut them down.


Story after story like this for years.



And the whole thing was technically an "accident," the result of someone forgetting to put the AAA batteries in the damn voice recorder... how cool.



I cannot take credit for any of it, as that credit goes to my team and the wonderful people behind the movement, including Mark Grenon, his sons, the late Jim Humble, and the tens of thousands of people who have been involved since the start.


However, I'm not sharing this to talk about the movie or that movement... that's another story.


The point I'm making is...


Imagine what would have happened if I just believed we had a failed interview?


Imagine if I didn't listen to that voice that said "Just go, just speak, don't even look at the notes, let your heart tell the story."


How many times have you stopped yourself short because you believed it wasn't going according to plan?


How many times have you thought you needed to be prepared or needed to have a plan to get to your destination?


How many times have you held a broken puzzle and stopped because you didn't have all the pieces?


I learned many important lessons from that experience, critical pieces of wisdom I rely on every day to this day.


#1. When something doesn't go according to plan, it's always because there is a higher plan trying to move through you.


I find this true over and over again in life in all circumstances.


When something doesn't go according to my expectations, I let go, relax, and get curious as to what's really trying to unfold.


You have to remember you are part of a much grander divine play, and often the divine has a much better plan than you could have conceived of.


#2. Just F***ing Go and Follow Your Heart 100%


When you feel something is real, it's real, follow it, and more real will come.


Even if you're holding the seemingly broken pieces of a dream, if you're feeling a calling in your heart, it's enough.


You don't need all the puzzle pieces to make a masterpiece, you just need one, and that's your willingness and your vision.


In your willingness to take the step ahead of you, the next one will appear.


#3. It's Happening Through You, Not From You


Had I thought I was making this movie, it would have never been done.


The entire first few minutes of that movie were entirely channeled and unscripted and spoke right to the heart of every man, woman, and child who would watch it.


I couldn't have written it better.


This is how I operate my whole business and life these days.


Minimum preparedness, maximum presence.


I turn a camera on and just speak my heart out, no plans or preparations, no scripting, or bullets, it's 100% real and raw and so much more powerful, plus this saves me loads of time.


Most of the things you think you need to "get ready" are just obstructions in your way and procrastination mechanisms.


To get out of your own way is to accept that you are ready as you are.



#4. The Real Impact of Your Work Is Far Beyond Your Imagination


Just as the bumble bee flies from destination to destination, flower to flower, its real work is in pollinating thousands of adjacent flowers as it flaps its wings and sends pollen flying.


Your inspired idea or calling isn't just coming to you for your own benefit, it is coming for the benefit of countless people whose lives you will touch...


The real impact of your work will come from the 2nd 3rd and 4th degree consequences that you cannot predict or plan for...


...and that's amazing.


...and that's what is calling your heart.


...and that's what you're saying "no" to if you don't listen and take action.


Thanks for reading.


Would you like my assistance in this area of your life?


If you're feeling the calling to get out of your own way, turn a vision into reality, and express your true gift out into the world, watch this video in which I explain how I can help, and book a call with me here.


Kacper


PS. This article isn't about the movie, but undoubtedly many will probably be writing in to ask me about the link. You can watch it here.



Please know I am not involved with this movement in any way and will not answer any questions about it, everything can be found in Jim Humble's books which are available on Amazon and I suggest you go there.

This recent picture contains everything I currently own.


It wasn't always like this, a decade ago I lived a very different life...


"If I'm still living my life like this 3 years from now, I'm going to kill myself," I thought to myself as I was driving on a rainy winter day in Canada, some 14 years ago.


The thought startled me awake out of my highway trance.


"Did I just think that?"


Apparently I did.


That thought was the beginning of a new chapter in my life.


There was no hiding from it anymore, everything had to change.


There was nothing particularly off about my life, by all normal standards things were well...


We had money, I was a successful entrepreneur and I was living in a comfortable home with my then partner and 12-month-old daughter.


Except... everything was wrong, and I knew it.


I felt like I was living a box life, a total lie.


I wasn't living who I knew I really was inside.


Every day was the same.


I would wake up in a box.


I lived in my comfortable box home.


I worked from my box at home and sat in front of a box to do my work.


To get food, I would get into a box to drive to a box store to buy more boxes that had food in them and drive back to my box home to sleep.


I had acquaintances, but no real deep and meaningful friendships, and all of them lived in box homes too.


Our box homes were far apart, separated by long drives, and our lives so full and busy that to see my "friends" I would have to call them and set up an appointment with them and jot the time and date into a box in a calendar.


I worked in my box every day... all just to do what? To continue this existence?



Nothing but boxes, day in and day out.


A quiet gray pain, everything was seemingly okay on the outside, but my soul was screaming in agony on the inside.


I escaped into my spirituality and connection with the divine, but after a while, even that voice told me there would be no respite unless I took action.


From deep inside I could hear the faint sound of my heart calling me as if from the bottom of a well saying "There is more, there is another way to live!"


I started obsessing about it, I didn't know when or how but I knew something big was coming, a huge change.


Watching the movie "Avatar" just put fuel on the fire, that scene where Jake Sully becomes a new being and starts living in the wild... breathing fresh air, riding strange beasts, hunting for his food, and drinking clean air from the dew drops of tropical leaves...


...In that moment I just knew that was the life I wanted to live.


I couldn't find another planet to escape to, but this kind of place had to exist.


At first, I tried to discharge this madness by getting creative and thought I'd just become a farmer at home and build my new planet in my backyard...


I got into bio-domes and started building one out of lumber from home-depot in our yard.


(This was the 40' Biodome, it towered above all the other houses in the area.)


The city officials didn't like it and told me to tare it down.


That was it, the last straw, I knew I wasn't going to live in a place where a man needed permission to build a bloody green-house and grow his own food.


("Had I known about sovereignty back then it would have been a different story")


One day while watching a YouTube channel, I saw a man inviting people to join a community down in Vilcabamba Ecuador...


I was scared, but I just knew I had to go.


I had never heard of Ecuador, I booked our tickets for the two of us and our little girl to check it out for one month.


One month turned into thirteen years.


Arriving in Ecuador was like going to a new planet, everything was different, the climate was warm, the people were alive, the nature was spectacular...


...Vilcabamba, Ecuador was where I finally learned to live.


The box life I knew ended overnight, and a completely new life began.



A life full of nature, outdoor living, evening campfires, UFO sightings and close encounters, waterfalls, rivers, Ayahuasca ceremonies, healing, adventure, epic food, dancing, and most of all... profoundly meaningful friendships and connections.


A day hasn't gone by where I didn't step outside my door-step and spent an unforgettable day with people I loved.


Not one day, and without highways or appointments.


The type of friendships that are still with me, and will be with me forever, the friends you can truly count on through thick and thin, the type of friends who I know I'll be with when they're on their death-beds, and the ones I know will be with me when I go.


For me, this chapter of life was one where every day was spent focusing on the most important questions of life:


"Who am I? How am I showing up? Is this the real me?"


Over thirteen years I stripped away everything that wasn't me, stepped into my power, found my voice, and launched many projects that moved the world.


I met three of the deepest and most life-altering loves of my life, I learned how to be a man, how to show up for a woman, how to not compromise in a relationship and how to continue to believe in love even when all you want to do is close down.


The wild of Latin America brings with it so much more than just rainbows, my life was also fraught with intensity and challenge.


My family has been through Earthquakes, violence, separation, loss, and horrible atrocities...


Ecuador taught me how to be strong in the darkest of times, how to never give up on those who I love, and how to have the courage to heal and love even in the hardest of times.


Tears of gratitude pour down my face as I write this letter, this period of life changed me forever.


I feel like I lived 6 lives in the span of one decade, I could fill a book (and maybe I will)


I'm writing and sharing this in hopes that it will inspire you.


Because if there is one thing I've learned through this time.


It is that life has so much more to offer you.


You just have to do what you're afraid to do. Period.


Take a leap of faith, then rinse and repeat, life will take care of the rest.


I am not the man I was 14 years ago driving from whole foods on that rainy day to my box - that man had no clue what life could be.


I've become a god-loving wild savage with an open heart capable of moving mountains and doing impossibly hard things.


I magnetize deep friendships and connections wherever I go, love follows me as I walk my path, because I'm not scared to lose it.


Tarantulas, snakes, and people with guns don't scare me anymore, I'm ready to die with no regrets.


But you want to know what scares me?


Staying the same, and not loving as fully and deeply as I can, not sharing what is my heart with the world.


That's why a couple months ago, I did one of the hardest things I've ever done...


I climbed a mountain one morning, got to the top, and through a tearful goodbye, just knew it was time to go.


I left, for good.


It gave me everything it had to give, I knew if I stayed I would stagnate.


What's calling me now is a new frontier: Sailing, a life on the Ocean, global adventure, sharing my real message, and embracing fatherhood more deeply as I'm facing the challenges of fathering my teenage daughter in Spain.


I'm having to get out of my comfort zone again, big time.


I won't lie to you, it's challenging as hell.


This transition has been harder than I ever expected.


We are two months away from our first sailing voyage in Greece with Sail the Stars, everything in my life is changing, and there have been many unforeseen challenges.


Sometimes my mind freaks out on me for leaving everything behind and embracing the unknown... what the hell are you doing uprooting your whole life like this?


... that's when I pat myself on the back and remind myself that I'm one wild man doing things that would terrify me years ago.


The alternative is staying the same, and that's not an option.


Don't relent.


If you have a vision or a calling, follow it.


And if you've been in something sweet for a long time, and you know it's time to go... let go... it can't take you to where you need to go anymore, and you're doing yourself and everyone else a disservice by hanging on.


You deserve to be free.


They deserve to be free.


The world needs the free you.


Your mind can only imagine what it's losing and leaving behind, it cannot imagine what's on the other side of that leap.


Life is either a daring adventure or nothing at all.


Kacper

If you enjoy this article, I go even deeper into this topic in this week's video:



I have lost everything I had in my life many times, and had it all come back to me later with greater alignment, greater abundance, and greater ease...


These cycles of life have taught me a lot about life.


There have been times in my life when any opportunity I touched would turn to gold and flourish in prosperity.


During those times I've often had people reflect to me that I have the "Midas touch" and the capacity to poop in abundance.


There have also been times when the opposite has happened...


When nothing I did worked and the harder I tried to "make things work" the worse things became... sometimes driving me to utter exhaustion, despair, and depletion... for years.


During those times, much to my silent internal struggle and infuriation, those same people who praised me would say "What happened? Did you lose your magic touch?"


Maybe you can relate to this frustration...


I call this "being productive, but out of tune."


How do you be "in tune?"


There's a counter-intuitive wisdom and science going on here.


You cannot create the solution, you can only become a system capable of receiving the answer, which means you've got to stop focusing, slow down, and start receiving.


Simply put, there's an easier and more miraculous thing trying to happen for you, you just have to get out of the way.


Easy to say, hard to do.


This is a learned skill.


I've recently had a friend and neighbor come to me who was really struggling, he was a computer programmer looking for a job and was trying really hard to solve his situation... to no avail.


Application by application was falling through, people weren't calling him back after interviews, months were going by and he was beginning to feel desperate.


On top of that, his health was failing, he had an infection in his foot that wasn't healing and he wasn't sleeping well.


I invited him over for tea, and when we sat down together the level of his stress was so thick I could almost feel the air in my lungs contracting in response...


As we talked he kept on spinning in circles wondering what he was doing wrong and if I had any advice for what he could do differently.


I tried to get through to him, but he wasn't listening...


He kept on assuring me he just needed to keep his nose down to the grindstone, keep firing away applications, and something would eventually show up.


I disagreed with him wholeheartedly and explained to him my position: that the problem wasn't in what he was doing, but how we was going aobut doing it...


The energetic state he was in was encoding all of his actions with desperation.


You cannot get abundance from stress, desperation, and lack, it won't matter what you do, your actions will only amplify the state you're in.


I explained to him what he had to do, that I'd been in this situation before and that he simply had to double down on relaxation, transmuting his feelings, and enjoying his life and that everything would work out, including his health... if only he made his wellness the number one priority.


He said he was dreaming of going for a hike but his situation was so serious the even just the thought of taking a day off from job hunting was filling him with guilt and dread.


Eventually, I explained to him, through my stories, exactly what I'm about to write here, and that he didn't need to take a day off but an entire week.


With much resistance, he sat with the advice and decided to take an entire week off to recalibrate, hike, play, and enjoy his life.


A week later I bumped into him as I was walking home by the river, he had a beaming smile on his face.


"I took your advice, and you wouldn't believe what happened!"


He told me the perfect job showed up that paid more money than he earned in his previous job working back home.


* Later on he was offered a dream position in this company that supported all his needs.


What happened? He stepped into into receivership.


He was willing to BE first before DOING, so then he was able to HAVE what he was trying to get.


Most people get this completely backward, they try to DO first, so they can HAVE, and then finally BE.


What this sounds like:


"First I'll get the money/job, then I'll be secure, and then I'll relax and be well."


"First I'll get the relationship, then I will feel loved, and then I'll be whole and happy."


"First I'll work my ass off to heal myself, taking every supplement/extreme cleanse and exercise routine possible, then I'll see and feel the evidence, and then I will be healthy."


DO -> HAVE -> BE, doesn't work.


Life just doesn't work that way.


When I was in my 20s, I thought life worked like that, this was the idea I had in my mind...


You have your goals and priorities, and you do whatever it takes to line them up in a row in whatever way makes sense and whack away at tasks to climb the ladder of success.


Of course... this doesn't work.


Even if it does seem to "work", it requires a tremendous amount of effort and while it always looks great on paper in reality it looks more like this picture:



An endless juggling show, with a monkey right at the bottom waiting to pop the balloon, which always eventually pops, sending everything crashing down.


You might "make it", get the money, the relationship, or whatever destination you were imagining, but either something will always be falling apart or a part of you will be quietly suffering...


- "The mass of men live lives of quiet desperation" - Henry David Thoreau

If you live long enough, either the divorce counts or your capacity of self reflection will bring you to wonder if something else is possible.


After years of my own trails and tribulations, bit by bit I noticed that I as convinced my stubborn mind to let go of the grip I had on trying to control life, one breath, one moment at a time...


BE -> DO -> HAVE is the ultimate way to go.


You prioritize your wellness first, make that your only priority, and everything eventually falls into place.


Not "a priority", THE priority.


You can't skimp on this, it's the absolute key.


Before I knew this, like my friend from the above story, I was always looking for "the hack," the magic pill that would give me the answers to my questions and problems.


I felt there was something I didn't know or some profound spiritual wisdom that I had yet not attained that would finally give me the answers I was looking for.


Allow me to save you 20 years and tell you what that magic hack is.


  • SLEEP.

  • Get as much rest as possible.

  • Cut away distractions, and addictions, and stop doing dumb things that waste your time (Netflix, Doom scrolling on social media, YouTube scrolling, and TV.)

  • This also means cutting off toxic relationships.

  • Don't do the above once, these things pop up like weeds in a garden, you've got to be constantly tending to your garden.

  • Do what you enjoy and what gives your life meaning.

  • Journal every day to reflect on your life (This will help uncover even more meaning and hidden passions)

  • Follow your YESes and your PASSIONS.

  • Unsubscribe from social media and subscribe to the repetitive acts that bring happiness into your life.

  • ...and most importantly... learn to become a better receiver.


Wellness is a frequency, it is a state when you're in full receivership, enjoying your life, it's contagious, and it breeds more of itself by default.


Most people are terrible receivers.


Being a good receiver doesn't just mean you're willing to receive money and gifts from others, it means being willing to receive life, fully.


Most people are more afraid of life than death.


By default, most of us are conditioned for yearning for a future, dreaming of the past, and resisting the present moment.


This creates a cocktail of toxins that create contraction in the body, stress, disease, and cut you off from higher-level solutions that are available for you.


It is impossible to create abundance from lack, you simply cannot get to expansion from contraction.


It is impossible to see the solution to your challenges from a state of consciousness that created the problem in the first place.


Shift your consciousness first, then the rest follows.


The key to this is the body and entering full receivership.


This means consciously surrendering your resistance to what is, and being willing to embrace and feel everything and allow your heart and body to transmute those feelings.


This is a deep process and would go beyond the scope of this article to dive into it, but it is one I want to touch on here as it has absolutely changed my life and is connected to the premise of this whole topic of "the "Midas touch"


Your heart is actually like a super powerful quantum computer with it's own programming language that has the ability to transmute the negative states, loops, and patterns you find yourself in and convert them into peace and openness so that higher guidance can pour into your life.


(Watch this video called "METAMORPHOSIS" where I explain this process in rich detail.)



The simplest way to do this is to just take 10 conscious breaths, become aware of what you are feeling, become aware of your shoulders, and drop them.


As you breathe, welcome in everything that you're feeling, literally welcome and invite the fear, focus on your heart, and keep breathing.


As you welcome what is, with each breath, in the beginning, you might notice nothing, or you might notice even more intensity... this doesn't mean it's not working... it is... it's just bringing up more to be welcomed.


Keep welcoming it, keep breathing, keep relaxing your shoulders, and keep welcoming.


Do this practice every moment, for the rest of your life, and you'll open a whole new dimension in your life.


You cannot have wellness with resistance, it's impossible.


Before wellness of any kind can appear, first there must be receivership.


When you enter wellness, you are in a frequency match for the answers and the solutions.


The important thing to know is that this is a learned process.


You don't get good with this overnight.


You might practice a little bit of this and get some results, only to be flung back into your habits and loops and patterns.


When you find yourself there, pat yourself on the back, give yourself a hug, appreciate you created the same thing again, take some deep breaths, receive it, and keep going 🙂


This isn't something you just realize and ponder over once and expect life to magically pop into alignment.


DO -> HAVE -> BE has likely been ingrained in you from the time you were born, it's been programmed into you and is being piped through every media outlet, billboard, and ad you see every day.


Go easy on yourself. It's okay to make mistakes, and it's okay to slow down.


You will notice as you slow down, things go fast.


BE -> DO -> HAVE is actually faster.


The mind doesn't get it, it might say "I don't want to be, I want to have right now, being is boring. It's not true.


I've experienced absolute miracles unfolding in my life when I prioritize my being and wellness:


Opportunities and connections I couldn't even imagine have fallen into my lap.


Life-changing ideas that have altered my destiny in positive ways have emerged, friendships and lovers have shown up right when I needed them the most and support from unknown places has come in the most amazing ways.


This is a learned bodily wisdom, you are literally re-wiring yourself to be a different type of human being through this process, one that is in tune with the higher laws of creation.


It means learning to really listen... deeply... and learning to trust life and being willing to be in the discomfort of the unknown.


It means learning to be aware of your state at all times, and when you come to awareness of your contraction, to do whatever it takes to come back to your center.


It takes a lot of compassion for yourself, patience, and devotion to yourself... to every moment.


It takes time to unlearn years of bad habits, but believe me, it's worth it.


BE -> DO-> HAVE will take care of you like nothing else, and it is the secret behind the midas touch.


You can only create what you are embodying.


Kacper

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