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As a child, I would intuitively stare right into the center of the Sun during the sunset hours and feel a thumping activation in my heart telling me something I couldn't articulate...


...I just knew that something was "off" about the reality that was being presented for me.


"Keep your head down, pass the test, do what you're told, do the 9-5, pay your taxes, suffer, go to college, buy a house, save for retirement, plan for death, die." - Your programming

I just didn't buy it.


"Isn't there more to this?"


"Isn't this supposed to be wonderful?"


"Isn't this supposed to feel alive, magical, playful, easeful, and filled with wonder?"


This voice deep down inside said, "There is another way to live that is more natural, intrinsically whole, easier, healthier, powerful, free, and cosmically connected."


Deep down inside I sensed a primordial way of being was available to me and everyone else...


...yet for some odd reason, I couldn't access it, as if it was locked in my bones behind a vault.


I felt as if it was programmed out of us, at the very least I knew it was programmed out of me.


I craved the path of the authentic human being.


I had no idea what it was, but I knew I wanted it above everything else.


As my life progressed, this became my only central point of focus in all aspects of life.


Call it a divine obsession.


In the beginning, it looked more like a rebellion.


My rebellion was against teachers, society, collective conditioning, the government, and authority.


So I moved out to nature in the Andean mountains of South America, I dated only hippie women, I built businesses that shared disruptive technologies with the world. I surrounded myself with people who like me questioned the bedrock of reality on a daily occasion.


It was an awesome upgrade.


However, as my spiritual awakening unraveled, something deeper grabbed me.


Even though I had changed my scenery and was living life outside of the box, I couldn't shake the feeling that I was still in a cage of my own making.


Something just didn't feel right.


It felt as if there was a lid on top of me holding me back, an invisible parking break, an internal governor that said "You can only be this awesome, beyond this red line, we're reeling you back in."


It was as if there was an invisible hand emerging from the depths of me to pull me back down to a manageable baseline...


Like that annoying teacher that yells at you and tells you to not climb the tree just as you and your friend start to have fun...


...except it's somehow inside of you.


Maybe you know the feeling.


There was something massive in me that wanted to be free.


I didn't know much, but I knew I was willing to do whatever it took to punch through the mask of my ego and come back to it, to find it within my own DNA and unlock it.

Gradually, my rebellion turned inwards.


I began to rebel against my own ignorance.


I got "scientific" about it.


I put myself on the operating table and asked spirit to guide me...


...and guide me it did.


Life got wild.


I went for days without food or water, broke through belief systems, and didn't die.


I started to heal my own traumas and understand how the nervous system actually worked.

I got curious about the suppression of sexual energy, tantra, and started to liberate myself from deep religious and ancestral conditioning.


I went through a deep Bufo initiation in Peru that led me to face my own death 100s of times and learned things about the nature of reality that I can't begin to verbalize.


I let go of all sense, logic and pursued my wildest callings even if I had an empty bank account... somehow money just followed me no matter what I did.... interesting.


I spent a couple of years studying the work of absolute masters in the field of transmutation...


The human heart and the body is much more than we think.


It's real powers lie dormant inside of us, and what I learned unlocked a completely new energy in my life.


...that's when the internal governor really began to shake loose.


I moved through lifetimes of layers of fear-based conditioning and trauma in a relatively short time.


The colors in life began to turn on.


I started to move in a new way, more fearlessly than before.


This was... different... and it took a while to integrate.


All my previous motivations and aspirations melted away and slowly a new guiding force began to emerge.


In this process, I discovered that the human heart, and the body, is a transmuter of energy.


Meaning, your heart can receive a distorted energy field, and turn it into a coherent energy field. (Watch my short film called "Metamorphosis" for a better intro to this)


I discovered that there is a natural primordial state, your body is designed for it.


Let's call it "thriving", in this state the body and mind will automatically heal itself from any disease and open to a coherent flow of energy:


"[Thriving] is living in full vitality when your body heals itself and you are supported in a fulfilled, enriching life. You express your natural gifts, strengths, and talents and experience your value in the world. There is harmony and purpose in your life, your relationships, and your work. This is your Truth." -- Dr. Kim D'Eramo, author MindBody Toolkit & Be Your Own Healer.

The body is always trying to return to this state.


I learned how to transmute deep levels of fear, return to this state, attune the body and consciousness to it, and I began assisting others with this skill.


The results in my own life and with others have been unbelievable.


Entire life-long traumas are sometimes healed in minutes.


Massive programs of limitation, fear and scarcity uplifted, health conditions rapidly reversed.


And... as I went deeper... I began to see that my childhood intuitions were eerily accurate.


One might ask, if there is this natural thriving state, what keeps us from it?


Answer: Programming.


The programs of disconnection, lack, scarcity, fear, self suppression, obedience, dominance, and control are literally that: "programs".


My esoteric research of Sylvie Olivier's work me to learn they actually sit at the base of the skull (image below) and alter your biochemistry and perception of reality.



I didn't believe it at first, but as my work with others unfolded as soon as I assisted someone in transmuting deep limiting programs two things often happened.

1. People sometimes feel heat and vibration in their body and head, I had people hold the base of their skull saying they feel movement and pressure there as energy moves..

2. People's lives shift in massive ways, abundance flows in, ease of life propagates, the body heals itself, and self-actualization accelerates.


So I actually looked into the brain, and lo and behold.


That part of the brain is actually housing the occipital lobe, with close proximity to the cerebellum and brainstem.


It is the part of the brain that is responsible for de-coding your sense perception and projecting your 3D reality and how you move in it.


If there was a perfect place to house a governor for someone's reality, that would be it.

The dots began to connect, I knew I was onto something.


...but if we are full of self-limiting programs, one begs to ask the question: "Who put them there?"


Are our limiting programs simply the result of trauma and developmental environment, or is there more to this puzzle?


Buckle your seatbelts.


The Sumerian tablets are the oldest written text in the world.


I've always heard of them but never bothered to do the research.


Until I did, and my jaw dropped open.


They tell a tale of humanity that not many are ready to hear, chronologically depicting historical events on our planet as far back as 432,000 years ago.


Let that sink in.




When people started translating them, the translations quickly began to disappear, translators were sworn to secrecy for years and the translations (and tablets) were compartmentalized (and still are to this day)


The information inside them upsets too many apple-carts.


Recently, the translations are slowly coming out.


The point I found particularly interesting was how they literally word for word spell out how almost half a million years ago extra-terrestrial humanoid giants from different points of our galaxy came down to earth to mine gold and mixed their DNA with an early form of being on this planet to create a slave race to assist them: homo-sapiens (aka: us.)

It's all in there, if you don't believe me start doing your research, this will blow your mind.


They spell everything out, A to Z:


  • Including how these ancient rulers "sun gods" lived for thousands of years, and augmented their DNA to create what we know as human beings.

  • How this ancient civilization had access to space-faring technology, and built space-ports on Earth, and even Mars.

  • How the first human beings were lab-engineered and housed in an enclosure called "Eden."

  • How they created the "religions" (aka: programs) we have today to control humanity and instill obedience, and how our DNA was altered to shorten our life spans.


We know today that 98% of our DNA is dormant. (aka: Junk DNA)


This isn't by accident.

  • The tablets depict how humanity has been programmed since inception to "serve the gods" in fear of punishment if they do not obey.


  • They tell the tale of how the great flood was geo-engineered 50,000 - 75,000 years ago...


  • How humanity evolved and who built the monolithic structures on our planet and why.

Why am I sharing all of this?


Well, first, I'm willing to bet it sure as hell has just made your Sunday morning more interesting.


Secondly, as I sit here today, looking back through all my research, my life experience, and my work with individuals, I have come to some inescapable conclusions.


1. Human beings have been programmed for slavery for millennia, our consciousness has been suppressed.

2. A powerful and vastly intelligent and hyper-advanced civilization existed on Earth long before our recorded history.

3. We are on the tipping point of a massive collective shift in consciousness on our planet. We are waking up out of a collective amnesia, and you won't see it on the news.

For the purpose of this article, I'm going to hone in on 1 and 3.


We have been mental slaves for millennia, it's all we know.


The prison (the control system) is within your own mind-body matrix, and it's masterful in its design.


It's designed to get you to obey, to externalize your power, willfully give it away, and create structures that support your disempowerment.


Why create a prison to control people when you can simply imprint a program and get people to imprison themselves?


Why put people in chains when you can have people willfully obey and replicate obedience in their offspring?


If you forgive me for quoting myself from an earlier article ("The Giant Must Wake Up")


"[it is a] brilliant control mechanism that turns even the strongest hero into a willing slave in a prison in which he is the inmate, the key holder, the prison cell, the guard and the prosecutor."

At its foundation, the program is designed around one central fulcrum.


  • To get human beings to externalize authority and project their connection to source outwardly, thus giving your power away, to the point that you will actually willfully enforce your right and duty to do so.


(If you want a life-changing mind-bending book that depicts this core programming in its totality read "The Most Dangerous Superstition" by Larkin Rose, it is a book that will alter your view of reality like nothing else.)


Once you see it, you can't un-see it.


When you look outwards in your own life and in the world, the evidence for this prison is everywhere.

...in our families, communities, health care system, our financial institutions, our education systems.


If we point fingers we can easily blame "human stupidity", "demons and entities", "satan", "the government", the "deep state", the "the cabal", or maybe (more probably now) even aliens.


...but the truth, as I see it, is that it's literally inside of us.


WE have been creating it.


WE have been doing it to ourselves.


WE have been outwardly self-replicating the only thing that we know: separation, subjugation, and slavery.


...and everything that comes with it... scarcity, lack, fear, disease, disconnection, closure, division and war.


We have been programmed in ways to distort our natural state


Our consciousness has been suppressed.


And that's just the base program.


On top of that, we are currently being messed with and conditioned and socio-engineered in ways we cannot even fathom.


We have been fed programs through schools, movies, media, and religion that sell a reality that simply isn't aligned with our natural state and doesn't lend to a happy, healthy, and empowered life.


Mind control isn't a theory, it's an open-source practice.


And that's where I get excited 🙂


Because I used to, like most people, buy into the doom and gloom of it all...


...but as of late, after my experiences, I've realized all of this programming is just programming. It's powerful. And it's pathetic.


It's only a thought form combined with crystallized emotional composites, it can be dissolved rapidly in the sanctity of your own heart.


You can take an individual and in a very short time free them with the technology of your own mind body and heart.


DNA can be switched on and off, your consciousness is the key.

It's so easy you'll laugh when you actually start to see it.


It's a cosmic joke, anyone can be free, the key is right inside of you.

And if a 5 year-old boy staring into the sun could figure it out in half a life-time, then imagine what else is possible when more people figure it out?


I believe we are at the precipice of a mass awakening event of biblical proportions.


That's the work I'm doing, and why I do it.


Awareness is the first step to any healing.


Everything returns to its source.


There is a primordial way of being, and we are all returning to it.


I believe the mass de-programming of our consciousness is the greatest challenge and opportunity before us today.


My point in this whole article is this.


If in your heart you feel a similar calling to mine.


If your path has led you through a similar journey of awakening, and you've been able to return to some resemblance of a natural and wholesome life in this crazy world.


You likely are over-looking how valuable you are.


If you know how to...


  • Actually live harmoniously with your spouse and children and create art & beauty and harmony around you.

  • How to have a sane and loving relationship and meaningful friendships.


  • Effortlessly stay healthy and heal disease.

  • Connect to your creativity and intuition and live life on your own terms.

  • Live sustainably with nature

  • How to actually bring up children into healthy and free-thinking adults.

  • Turn your passions into a way of life.

  • If you have any skill that is creative that brings joy to people's lives.

  • How to heal trauma.

  • If you can assist birthing children naturally.

  • If you know how to be a parent and stay sane.

  • If you have deep esoteric knowledge or spiritual wisdom that holds keys to a more expansive existence

  • If you've been through a major ordeal and dark night of the soul that has caused you to change your life for the better.


or...


  • If you have mastered any area of life whereby you now have peace and abundance in an area where others normally struggle.


or...


  • If you've been through massive pain in your life because you believed in mass conditioning, and then went your own way


or...


  • You've been suicidal but actually want to live now.


or...


  • You're passionate about anything and actually enjoy life.


If you could say YES to ANY one of these things above.


Do you have any idea how valuable you are?


99.99% of people on this planet do not know how to do any of those things.


99.99% of people are living lives with programming being piped into them 24/7, wondering why their lives aren't working, silently begging for someone to come and shake them out of their trance with your presence.


People are dying to hear you speak, to hear you share what you have to share.


If you're not already, then why are you not sharing your gift and leaning into it fully?

I'll tell you.


You're likely hiding, like I was, for years.


And I'm writing this article in hopes that it hits you upside the head like a spiritual alarm clock.


It's time to wake up and do what you've come here to do.


Stop fucking around, you know your soul has been asking you to stand up, speak, share your message, and assist others during this process.


Do you think you need a special skill or a certificate from an external governing body so you're finally ready to go out there and do it? (most people do, by the way, it's a very clever control program.)


You are brilliant.


You are ready.


The authority is inside of you.


You were born to be wild.


You've known it in your bones your entire life.


You've lived in a world that has tried to suppress and oppress you your entire life and none of it has been able to shake the foundation of your being.


You're still out there dancing, singing, loving this life, and laughing at it all because you know it's a cosmic joke.


That is strength and that is power.

People like you sharing with others how to come back to themselves is the future of education on our planet. To do this, you do not need a product, you do not need a "niche", a marketing funnel, or any of the crap you think you might need, you need your voice, and your willingness to just sit and be with people.


This mass awakening isn't going to happen with a lightning bolt hitting Earth and unlocking all our DNA all at once.


• Note for future self: If that happens I'll gladly eat my words.


It's going to happen through you getting off your ass and sharing your truest gift and offering with others.


(Watch my video on the "Circle of Embrace" here to get a deeper look at how you can create your most powerful offering without any of those things.)


Let me put it a bit more poetically before I sign off...


You know that 98% "junk" inactive DNA?


I don't think it's junk, I think it's scrambled.


And you have a piece of that jigsaw puzzle to put things back into balance.


You have a piece of the primordial code.


You were born with it.


Play your piece.


Kacper

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I offer deep mentoring and support.


I can assist you with clearing the crap preventing you from being who you really are, so you can do what you were born to do, and have the life you've always sensed was possible.


If that's your cup of tea, then I'm your huckle-berry, watch this video to see how I can help, and book a call with me here.






Inside of all of us, there is a reluctant and powerful giant.


The giant has been sleeping with one eye open.


With that half-open lazy eye, the giant looks at the world and complains and wishes for things to be different.


But the giant doesn't want to wake up, it doesn't want to do the real work. The giant is a little pissed off with him or herself, and they don't want to admit it.

The giant knows it's time to wake up and kick ass, but is afraid of what that would mean, and ultimately he's scared of his own power.


So the giant makes excuses.


"There's not enough time, not enough money, not now, it wouldn't be polite, I don't know how, maybe one day, it's his or her fault, I can't, I'll wait a little longer, I'm not sure, it's actually okay the way it is, I'm at peace with things as they are."

But he knows they're all lies, because he knows that deep down he's just afraid.


For eons he's been programmed to believe that if he were to step into his own power, terrible things would happen.


He would be punished.


Others will abandon him.


Others might get hurt.


He has been programmed and bullied into believing that his power is wrong somehow, that it's the scourage of the Earth, and it better be left in other more capable hands...


...so he has willfully given away his authority to others.

...after all, it's safer to give your power to them, lest you upset too many apple carts, right?


It is a brilliant control mechanism that turns even the strongest hero into a willing slave in a prison in which he is the inmate, the key holder, the prison cell, the guard, and the prosecutor.


The giant doesn't want to wake up because it's comfortable in the slumber.


...it's uncomfortable to face reality.


...it's uncomfortable to look yourself in the eyes and see the consequences of your own absence in your life.


...it's uncomfortable to stand up, speak up, and face the consequences of not having been there for yourself.


The giant knows that waking up would mean facing great discomfort, even danger.


...so he sleeps and feels tired because it takes an enormous amount of energy to suppress this power.


...but the Giant Must Wake Up.


And the key is being uncomfortable.


Being willing to be very uncomfortable.


Very, very, very profoundly okay with uncomfortable.


Safe with speaking out, upsetting others, asking questions, being abandoned, feeling difficult emotions, and most importantly not even believing your own mind.


Through that fire, the spell that keeps the giant sleeping comes undone.


The giant stands up and in doing so wakes up other giants and reminds them of who they are.


...even if it pisses them off first.


And then things get interesting...


Beyond that, I don't know what happens, because that story has never been told.


So go do it.


Go and beat your drum.


Immerse yourself in your deepest work and your cosmic passion.


Go get damn uncomfortable, and make others uncomfortable.


Go and beat your drum.


Have the balls to be free.


Be the wild force of lightning channeled into action that shakes up your own slumber and sends rocks flying down the mountain that used to be your body.


Difficult truths will be seen and spoken. Apple carts will be upset.


Shitty habits will meet a bitter end.


Projects you've been scared to do or commit to fully will finally be done.


Pages will be ripped out of books and pinned up on the fridge with magnets.


Priests and politicians will be fired from your mind.


Real deep friends and allies will appear.


Adequate water will be drank.


You will move.


Your body will rest and heal.


Wishful thinking will be replaced with courage.


You'll look someone in the eyes and tell them that you love them and mean it like you've never meant it before.


You will be afraid, you will be alone, and you'll love it as you'll finally have time to do the real work your soul has been craving to do.


...and you might do something crazy...


Come home to yourself and live.



Over the past year, this piece of paper and what's written on it has been my only intention, guiding post, and rudder in the vast Ocean of life.


Call it an experiment.


...it has served me well.


No goals.


Nothing to strive for.

No numbers with zeros behind them.


No definitive place to arrive at by which I'd know I finally made it or was "enough."


No grandiose vision.


Just that - "Show me who I truly am, my real joy, mission, play, creativity, and true love."


I wrote that down and promised myself one thing.


That I would do whatever was asked of me by life to stay true to that intention.


I knew that I'd only share the findings from this experiment when it was time.


That time has come.


Moments before writing on that piece of paper, I found myself standing over the edge of a big black hole and looking deep into its belly.


The edge I was on was the realization that while I had ventured far in my evolution, I had come as far as my current environment and situation would allow me to.


...the world is full of people who did some great thing, or had some spiritual realization 10 years ago that changed their lives and they're still talking about it.


...but to your soul it doesn't really matter what happened 10 years ago, or yesterday, the only thing that matters is right here, right now.


And if the right here right now is telling you to get off your ass and move, you can either listen or go numb.


Ignoring your soul is very expensive in the long run, so I generally chose to listen.


...And in that then present "right here right now" as I listened to the silence through which my heart spoke to me, I found my life to be like a worn-out recording.


The same patterns of thought, the same people, and the same stories I told myself over and over again about what I may or may not do someday.


Over a series of unexpected events, I realized that I had no clue who I really was, what I was capable of, what my real joy was, my mission, play, and who I most wanted to be with this life.

I had only ideas of what these things could be.


I was only repeating patterns of what I thought these things were based on the past.

I had changed, I had grown, the things that moved me and gave me joy then didn't move me anymore.


...but I was still going on living as if I was that past character, carrying his habits, and interests and living in the same place as he always had.


I was afraid to meet the unknown and really jump into the Ocean of the unknown, again.


It was time to jump.


So I jumped.


Intention is a marvelous thing, it never fails to deliver exactly what you ask for, when you ask from the heart.


As I stayed true to this intention my whole life began to move and shift in unexpected ways.

The content doesn't really matter, a typical "man vs himself" drama involving romance, hail and lightening, adventure, dolphins, turtles, rainbows, storms and challenge... What matters is what's changed, that's the gold I'm walking away with.


Everything.


The things that I thought mattered, well, it turns out they never did.


The visions that I aspired to, they melted, giving way to a higher nobler vision.


The man I thought I was, pieces of him fell away to reveal the pure nakedness of being.


I received nothing that I expected from this piece of paper.


Only what I needed the most: Peace. ...


Powerful things they are, pieces of paper.


There's probably one near you right now with enough space on it for a transformative intention that will change everything.


Use with caution.


Kacper

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